It's not even been three months working, and already I'm seriously burnt out. *sigh* I don't have the stamina to work in production any more, sadly.

My blood pressure dropped and I found myself suffering dizzy spells and headaches the last few days. Kinda ignored it, thinking it'd be fine after eating or whatever. But I realised the more tasks I was given, the more stressed I became until it reached a very near breaking point. I've been finding it very hard to concentrate or even make simple decisions like what I was used to. It got even more frustrating for me. And the frustration added to the stress. Driving the distance to and fro work... Planning Lee's arrival, thinking up ideas for the engagement party... All of it adds up.

Doesn't help that when I try looking for time outs with friends, it feels like an uphill task to get anyone who'd be even available for a leisure drink, let alone dinner. Anything to have company that doesn't talk about work.

Never been this physically and emotionally stressed.... Heart palpitations, dizziness, fatigue, trouble sleeping... All those symptoms of stress lah!

*sigh* Makes me feel so inadequate.