I'm reminded... I don't like being where I am... This type of work... This type of lifestyle... I don't want to be like this any more. I know work doesn't need to be this way. I've had so many burnouts to know, this isn't what I want. I am surrounded by so many others, whom I can look at their lives as a reflection of what is ahead of me, and I can say, "I don't want to be in their shoes."

I don't have the patience to sit here and listen to an episode being repeated for edits, over and over again. I don't have the composure to deal with a client wanting constant changes. I don't have the energy, to leave it to someone else when I know it would've been done better if I did it myself. I don't have the passion any more.

So, why do I find myself face to face with it, all over again?