Okay, okay... Let's slow things down here a bit. I know I felt like absolute shit when I left my permanent job, and dragged my feet just to hand in those two resignation letters (yes, Lee... I can hear you say "I told you so" nyek)... And since then, there's only been better and better job offers... Having *almost* completed Sumolah and now this one in Singapore which I'd been trying to get for the longest time. But you can't blame me if I'm feeling overwhelmed.

I feel like I'm being swept by a tornado, & living out of a suitcase. Just early this year I was transferred to Jakarta supposedly for a year's contract, but I couldn't take it and came back. Barely three weeks home and I was offered a job on Sumolah. In those three months, I went to Bangkok and Fukuoka, Japan. From just a week ago while Lee was around, my bag is still unpacked from the roadtrip to Perak! Then I'm leaving for the Philippines in a few hours, which I haven't packed for yet... And when I come back, I've to pack for Singapore?!

*hyperventilates* I am not whinging. I just need to breathe. There is nothing I can say no to. I want this job. I need this holiday. A real holiday - with NO work to think about... NO EMAILS to respond to... NO ONE to harrass me... I'm not even going to be using my Malaysian mobile number. Hmmm... but should I pack my laptop or not? Urgh. I'm such a g33k! Hee-hee...

T'rra! See yah when I get back!

p.s. NOT bringing the laptop... brrr... let's see how I survive this one.