image from getty images This is a feeling I never would've imagined I could feel before. When you know you've been in love, fallen in love, loved and lost, you think surely that love can't surprise you anymore. And then it does surprise you, in the most craziest extraordinary way! Then you believe again that love does exist in its purest form.

I wait patiently for August, for when I can finally see him. The feeling inside is of deep anticipation and celebration of what could happen. Everyday we remind each other that expectations can spoil surprises. That the less ideas we have about the outcome of our meeting in person, the more appreciative we are of what we will experience. And it shouldn't even matter that the outcome might be bad. That's a risk in any situation in life we want to take head on. It's better knowing than not trying.

A lot of my friends have asked me if I've considered the basic dangers of meeting a stranger. I did. And I've been as honest with him with a lot of questions and found genuine answers that sometimes I never expected. So somehow I feel like when I do meet him, he won't be the stranger to me at all. How do you explain that instinctual feeling of knowing, compared to wanting this to happen the way you expect it to be? Because if my instincts serve me right, and I've put my trust entirely in God and what I've learnt from Him, then this might be the most amazingly positive experience for us.

Of course, I'm not trying to say that there isn't a day that goes by that I let myself think entirely with my heart. As much as I love the craziness and endless possibilities of falling in love with him, I do ask myself the questions I should. And I also ask him what he thinks, or what he would do if he were in my shoes. What I love about his answers? He brings the balance into us.

I've never thought it possible to meet and fall in love with someone like this. Someone who shares your same ideals, principles and outlook in life. Someone who exudes a positive energy to influence not just me, but even the people around him. Someone who's willing to teach, learn and share things with me. Someone who believes in looking at life positively. Someone who lives each day as it is. Someone who's unrestrained from truly being himself.

We share so much in common, I can't believe it sometimes. It's almost surreal, to know that you're falling in love more every day as you're discovering each other, yet live so far apart from each other. But the reality feels like eternity, at a depth I can't even explain.

I want to come home from work every evening just to talk to him. Spending that few hours with him makes me the happiest. I feel energized even more over life to keep going the next day despite the stress at work. If I'm down or frustrated with work, I suddenly draw a huge smile and spread a positive vibe around me after I get a message from him. I feel like I could be completely obsessed with him, and yet keeping myself in check is so easy.

I appreciate today because of him. I look forward to tomorrow because of him.

Postdate: Today's Quote of the Day--

Things do not happen. Things are made to happen.
~John F. Kennedy