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My heart is at home

I wish I was home. *sigh* I'm brooding. I still hate it here. I want to go home. I seem to have a lot more problems adapting than I expected. It's not the language. It's the food. It's not the work. It's the work environment, or lack of. It's not the space. It's the lack of space. My mind is filled with work 24-7, and I don't want to do it. I don't seem to have anything to do for myself. It's miserable!

I hate being surrounded by so many people, all the time. I've always felt that you were the most alone when you were in a crowded, over-populous place. Another resignation letter sits in my draft folder, waiting to be sent. I hate it here. Take me home.



Comments

This would be the sort of mood that might appreciate Bob Seger's Roll Me Away.

How long left in Jakarta?

If it's only for a short time longer, then you can do it ... and when you return to Malaysia, just vow not to go to the Big Durian again.

tigerjoe: hey, thanks! ^_^

dabido: supposedly a year. but not longer left, as of today, I hope. ^_~

Hey kiddo, sorry for not being in touch. I understand how you feel. Been there myself... As said last time... I'm all ears...

not true that u weren't in touch =P thank you for those ears! ^_^

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