I'm in constant lethargy and mental blurriness. I couldn't feel any more stupid. This job has a knack of doing that to me. Isn't that so wrong? I have never seen so much numbers in my life. I don't freakin' care if MS bloody Excel saves half the work - I HATE NUMBERS!

*sigh* Sorry guys, but I've just been too useless to myself the last couple of days. Work is wringing me dry. The number one reason why I didn't want to come here, even if it's about the money - is that once you leave your home to work - you've SOLED your soul 24-7 to this company. There is no farking glamour in the title of being an "expat" when you work for a soul-sucking vacuum company like mine.

Farked up. At least back in KL, I still sorta have 12 hours on my own. *sigh* It's no holiday, Danny. I've to go back before 30 days is up each time I'm back here for visa renewal.

Where is Los Iceles? At this stage, if you whisked me anywhere in the world but here - I'd go blindly!! I miss my BFG!