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I hope, He promises

Earlier today on the way home from Mass, I saw a magnificent sign from Him.

I'd been wearing myself thin on my frustrations with relationships, work & my career for the last few months. On nights when I'm away from people and start reflecting about my life, I'd cry myself to sleep. Part of me feels the need to make drastic changes to my life because I feel claustrophobic, burnt out and used. There are things I can deal with easily, others I feel smacked into a glass ceiling.

I've finally resorted to taking supplements for my mood swings and I think it is helping a little. I even have to be aware of my own period cycle and control my moods more. It's a happier me. But it's the other things I can't control that's frustrating me. Hence the need for change.

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taken from Cliff Mathieson's gallery
In moments like these, all I can do is talk to Him and continually ask for strength. So I did, as I was driving home from church today, asking Him in my heart for a light. A beacon of hope for all my frustrations. And a few other things. When I looked up, raindrops scattered gently on my windscreen despite the golden evening lit sky, then a rainbow appeared on the horizon. I couldn't help smiling remembering the rainbow was the sign of God's covenant with Noah. He just made a covenant with me. A promise of hope. Good things will come if I persevere. My smile widened even more when at that moment Shannon Noll's Shine started playing on the radio.

Just yesterday, I read this story on 5xmom's site and I felt enlightened.
He works in mysterious ways, indeed.



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